27 March 2011

Three things I learnt this week.

1) Women possess the ability to civilise a man in ways unknown to him.

2) Solitude and isolation are not equivalent ideas. Solitude is a necessary habit. To reside in solitude, a period of extended and chosen seclusion, has the potential to realign the mind, affirm beliefs and breed creativity. Isolation however, is not solitude. With it's roots in exclusion, its a place where the weary and unaccepted seek temporary refuge from chaotic societies and there ability to pulverise mans passion for life.

3) A single grey hair is neither refined or distinguished.

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Location:Albany Close,Tottenham,United Kingdom

20 March 2011

Three things I learnt this week.


1) Democracy is a horrifically misunderstood concept. To many, it's a smiley, all inclusive form of government, where everyone is heard and the voice of the many, the righteous and judicious many, set the status quo. What people often forget, is that the voice of the many is usually a symphony of the confused and the misinformed. If this assertion holds any weight, it's easy to see why many see modern democracy as a failing idea, a concept that lives on paper and thrives in Utopias.

2) I'm starting to believe that there is no such thing as enough money. When pushed for a figure, a tangible, numerical amount, my response is usually an arbitrary sum, such as 'loads' or 'bare.".

3) Never take a well regulated colon for granted.

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Location:Tooting Bec Rd,Wandsworth,United Kingdom

15 March 2011

Mental Post-It 1

Today I was reminded of the despondency and chagrin that ensues, when one accepts mediocrity. Never again shall I suffer the torment off instant coffee and low fat Digestives.


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Location:London,United Kingdom

6 March 2011

Light reading.

To accept even a smidgen of the conclusions proposed in this book, is to accept that my dreams are the product of excessive sexual angst and an inner desire to castrate others.

Worrying times.




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Location:London,United Kingdom

5 March 2011

Thought of the minute.

Leverage and smart phones. Few truly have a need for them, even fewer grasp their intricate complexities and possibilities, yet the many crave them just the same.


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Location:Albany Close,Tottenham,United Kingdom

16 February 2011

Three things I learnt this week.

1) The London Underground network is awash with fairies. Their job? To rid all carriages of the mornings Metro newspaper by 2.10pm precisely.


2) Traps catch us all. To many, avoiding stereotypes is the sole criteria for success but do bear in mind that although a person may escape one stereotype, they must not make the grand error of believing that they have not succumbed to a less obvious, more deleterious cliche.

3) Words are mans greatest allies. The victors of this world tend to forge unflinching alliances between themselves and words, so like all allies, do not be afraid to integrate them into your life and embrace the opportunities they can present. I for one encourage the work shy to embrace the term 'sabbatical' over 'long term employment', the academic acceptance and eligible grant status alone is worth the trade.

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Location:London,United Kingdom

8 February 2011

1) Beginnings and ends.

Beginnings and ends are alike in both loneliness and humility. Through each, one finds great meaning and possibility. Through each, a man is met with an idea of himself.
To most, beginnings are a time of ignorance, where the absence of knowledge provides a veil of optimism, and endings, which are rooted in history and hindsight, are a time of dross and melancholy predicated by it's mere existence.

That dross, that murky time between the now and the then, is where Stella found herself that morning.

An abyss of mementoes and memories occupied her mind, much like his belongings occupied their home.

She awoke, as usual, to the sound of silence , the deafening sort that haunts souls and shakes spirits. She flung off her quilt and slid out of bed and in front of the full length mirror that stood, man like, next to her wardrobe.

She examined the person in front of her and winced at the beguiling figure staring back at her. Her morning face told tales of a restless night before, while her hair, in all it's red beauty, was tied back while it's floppy fringe covered the three freckles on her forehead and the protruding yet stern beginnings of a black eye. The crimson and violet shades that decorated her right eye were in full bloom, alive with the vigour of last nights events. She looked at herself and whimpered, ever so slightly, ever so desperately.

As the sun crept through the curtains, illuminating her hazel eyes in the process, she shrugged a shrug of determination and defiance. She was sure. She was ready.

She walked over to the chest of drawers, crouched and opened the bottom drawer. With minimal fuss, she reached in and wrapped her right hand around the plastic grip. She paused and let her thumb scale across the familiar grooves of the etched plastic. Her index finger stroked the trigger of the 92FS Beretta handgun. It all felt familiar, the warm warmth, the assurance, the cold curves of the handgun. It was time.

She removed it from the drawer and made her way out the bedroom and towards the stairs. Her mind was raced, flashbacks of last night sent tremors through her mind, stirring feelings of angst and outrage. As she walked down the stairs, basking in the sunlight that streamed through the widows of the floor below, she cocked backed the gun, allowing her fingers to dance it's jostling rhythm and her face that was once filled with fear and humility, lit up ,with nothing more than a smile, a grin of expectancy and ownership.

She made her way into the sunlight below, basking in it's freedom and it's opportunities, it's ability to signal both ends and beginnings. Beginnings and ends. That's what this was about. She reached the last step, turned and heard the growing chatter of an adult male and the bumbled speech of a toddler. She held the handgun above her head, like 'the sword of Damocles' and walked towards the kitchen. With each step, the noise grew and with each step, she walked further away from the morning sun, all the while, lowering the gun so its nozzle appeared as sone extension of her chest.

It was time.